Government Gone Too Far?

What next?

And to think of such thing is actually endorsed by government. Well, what I can say..., it seems like we are reversing back to our root of ancient civilization at least 500 years. And not to mention, what a great way to spend hard-earned tax paid by the lovely taxpayers there.

Luckily Indonesian government is still playing ignorant, haha...

The Education Ministry had endorsed "guidelines" to help parents to identify gay and lesbian "symptoms" in their children so they can take early corrective measurements.

The guidelines list four symptoms each of gays and lesbians:

Symptoms of gays:

-Have a muscular body and like to show their body by wearing V-neck and sleeveless clothes;

-Prefer tight and light-coloured clothes;

- Attracted to men; and

- Like to bring big handbags, similar to those used by women, when hanging out.

Symptoms of lesbians:

- Attracted to women;

- Besides their female companions, they will distance themselves from other women;

- Like to hang out, have meals and sleep in the company of women; and

- Have no affection for men.

"Once the children have these symptoms, immediate attention should be given," the guidelines warn.

According to Sin Chew Daily, the guidelines published by Yayasan Guru Malaysia Bhd and Putrajaya Consultative Council of Parents and Teachers Associations, and endorsed by the Education Ministry, were launched during a seminar in Penang yesterday.

The seminar on "Parenting in addressing the issue of LGBTs (lesbians, gays, bisexuals and transgenders)" was organised by Yayasan Guru Malaysia Bhd and officiated by Deputy Education Minister Mohd Puad Zarkashi.

Penang is the fourth state to hold such a seminar, after Selangor, the Federal Territory of Kuala Lumpur and Perak, and yesterday's seminar in Penang was the 10th in the country.

Puad is quoted by Sinar Harian today as saying that the exposure of symptoms of gays and lesbians was the best approach to address the spread of such unhealthy phenomenon among students.

Source: http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/208795

iPhone 5

Was finally released yesterday. Yeay.

It's one thing to covet for.

For more details, dear readers, please visit www.apple.com

Taken for Granted

Is 'bahasa keren' of the word 'dimanfaatkan'.

Guy A met this Guy B online, where they initially started exchanging messages. And after some time, those messages turned into endless Whatsapp and phone calls session, where they would share the stories of each other, over their past, and their current pursue of happiness.

They were quite sure that they were heading toward that same direction, aiming relationship that could last. Well, maybe not necessarily in romantic department, but more like of a friendship. Who knows if that might leads into something else.

Guy B asked Guy A to buy him souvenirs from Guy A's work trip abroad, even demanded Guy A buy another thing while he already bought one for Guy B. And when Guy B went on a trip somewhere, not even a single magnet fridge bought for Guy A. No, not the money or the value of the souvenir that counts.

Guy A is quite a tech savvy, always tune-in to the latest gadget news and always excited talking about how good that Android phone, or which one the winner of Ultrabook of the Year is. But how did Guy B ruin the excitement? By turning to Guy A every time he has a problem with his notebook and asking for tech advice for every single teeny-weeny bit computer problem and buying guide. *slap on the back*

Guy B had some problem with work, and expecting Guy A to be there to console him and lend an arm to cry on. Even went further, asked Guy A to be there for him while Guy B crying his heart out, pitying himself all day long. Telling stories about how poor he is and asking Guy A for understanding why he kind of ignoring Guy A.

Not a single word was even said by Guy B, asking how's Guy A doing. Just asking Guy A to be there always. No, not the feeling nor the time spent that only counts.

Already taking shape?

You have a bad day, taking one down. Sing a sad song, just to turn it around.
~ Daniel Powter

Yeah yeah yeah, I am not babysitting a crybaby. Cry there, for all I care.

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Reflection

Has anyone ever felt tired at times for being gay? Quite often I think about my life so far lately (hey, a lot of free time for daydreaming here in the field), and I feel that things would have been so much (as in soooo much) easier had I been straight.

This thought might be result from all my past relationships with guys and the skepticism that comes with it, lol. I feel kinda disoriented.

Of course I am not regretting the truth, in fact I probably wouldn't become what I am today if I were straight in the first place. But ya, being straight comes with perks for certain things. Like not having to come out to your family and friends for example. And finding spouse potential is not that big of a problem, I think, without people to judge the 'normality' or the 'nature' of relationship.

Lately I've been watching my friends getting married, and have kids. And yet I am still wandering around, trying to find my prince charming somewhere, somewhere. And I dunno, after I find the right man, so what... I still cannot have kids (which is one of the essences of marriage, I think) unless I adopt one. Surrogate mother is out of question. Because the thought of 'planting' my seed in someone else's womb and letting her going through all the maternal things while the child grows inside her, only to take the child away from her just feels not right. Do you agree with me?

I am losing my interest in woman, sexually. And now I come up with all this concept of NSA with guys and not really believe man to man relationship could be long lasting (esp. On a very rare case, you dear couples out there :D). Great.

I don't want to lead a lonely life, of course. Nobody wants that. But after quite some time, you will feel more skeptical of things like finding the perfect man through gay dating site (Which is what I am doing basically, by the way. Mock me). But where else to find good guy?

I am not really into gay scenes by the way. Most of the gay cliques are superficial (no offense, nor trying to be clique expert) and well, simply too exclusive to let anyone else joining. I rarely saw them talking about quality books or gadgets, for example, or things other than hotbods, branded items, discounts, and body care. Not that I do not enjoy such conversations, but talking about those things again and again. Come on... Gimme a break here. We are civilized and educated people and should behave more like one.

There is a proverb. All the good guys are taken or gay. Now all I have to do is finding the gay ones, haha...

And preparing to have dogs as my backup plan.

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Fatal Mistake

Gosh, I almost did unforgivable fatal mistake today. I miscalculated the distance needed to detonate explosive trains, almost resulting in a catastrophe.

I'm really blessed, God still reminded me on time through the voice of my friend. Thanks God... Thanks God...

You all don't think that I actually believe in God, do you? :)

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那些年 - Those Years

I want to have someone to whom I will sing this song to later on :-)



又回到最初的起点
you hui dao zui chu de qi dian
Back to the starting point

记忆中你青涩的脸
ji yi zhong ni qing se de lian
In my memory, I see your young face

我们终于来到了这一天
wo men zhong yu lai dao le zhe yi tian
We have finally reached this day

桌垫下的老照片
zhuo dian xia de lao zhao pian
The old photographs under the table

无数回忆连结
wu shu hui yi lian jie
Linking to countless memories

今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
jin tian nan hai yao fu nuu hai zui hou de yue
Today, a boy will keep his last date with the girl


*又回到最初的起点
you hui dao zui chu de qi dian
Back to the starting point

呆呆地站在镜子前
dai dai de zhan zai jing zi qian
Standing in front of the mirror dumbly

笨拙系上红色领带的结
ben zhuo ji shang hong se ling dai de jie
Clumsily tieing a knot on a red tie

将头发梳成大人模样
jiang tou fa shu cheng da ren mo yang
Combed hair to appear as an adult

穿上一身帅气西装
chuan shang yi shen shuai qi xi zhuang
Wearing a handsome suit

等会儿见你一定比想像美
deng hui er jian ni yi ding bi xiang xiang mei
When I see you in a while, it’ll be better looking than you expected



好想再回到那些年的时光
hao xiang zai hui dao na xie nian de shi guang
Wish that (we) could go back to those years

回到教室座位前后　
hui dao jiao shi zuo wei qian hou
When we were sitting in the classroom, in front back position

故意讨你温柔的骂
gu yi tao ni wen rou de ma
(Doing something to get) purposely scolded from you gently

黑板上排列组合　
hei ban shang pai lie zu he
Pairing arrangement written on the blackboard

你舍得解开吗
ni she de jie kai ma
Are you willing to let go/ separate it?

谁与谁坐他又爱著她
shei yu shei zuo ta you ai zhe ta
Whoever sits with whoever, he will love her


Chorus
那些年错过的大雨
na xie nian cuo guo de da yu
Those missed years of heavy rain

那些年错过的爱情
na xie nian cuo guo de ai qing
Those missed years of romance

好想拥抱你　
hao xiang yong bao ni
I really want to hug you

拥抱错过的勇气
yong bao cuo guo de yong qi
Embrace the wasted /missed courage

曾经想征服全世界
ceng jing xiang zheng fu quan shi jie
Wanted to conquer the world before

到最后回首才发现
dao zui hou hui shou cai fa xian
But looking back in the end, I realized

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
zhe shi jie di di dian dian quan bu dou shi ni
Every little thing in this world is all you


那些年错过的大雨
na xie nian cuo guo de da yu
Those missed out days of heavy rain

那些年错过的爱情
na xie nian cuo guo de ai qing
Those missed out years of romance

好想告诉你　
hao xiang gao su ni
I really want to tell you

告诉你我没有忘记
gao su ni wo mei you wang ji
Tell you that I never forgot

那天晚上满天星星
na tian wan shang man tian xing xing
That night, when the sky was full of stars

平行时空下的约定
ping xing shi kong xia de yue ding
In parallel time and space, we made a promise

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
zai yi ci xiang yu wo hui jin jin bao zhe ni
If we meet again, I’ll hug you tightly

紧紧抱著你
jin jin bao zhe ni
Hug you tightly

Repeat from *
Repeat chorus

(Please note that this is our best effort, so, it's not 100% accurate.)

Expectation

Everyone has expectation, don't we?

When you know someone new, realize it or not, we will have sets of expectations that following that particular person. For example, when someone messaged you in Grindr, he must have some expectation from you. Either having ons, befriend you, look for beer buddy, or something else.

You and me has different sets of expectations, that's apparent. So when your set of expectation is different than my set, how should we resolve?

This post was actually inspired by my latest Fridae 'incident' if I may say so. so I have this guy sent me a message, asking how I'm doing and such, usual stuff. I replied him casually, as I have stated so many times on my last posts here that I'm not really looking for another relationship (well unless the one to commit relationship with is ready for some long distance action, of course).

We replied each other messages for quite some time, chatting about the current affairs, our activity, and we exchanged number and Facebook. I was hoping more of friendship though, and this guy, Jay, seems fit my ideal image of a healthy friendship. Every few days, Jay and I will just exchange nonchalant messages about how our day was, and how our trip was going, as we both often travel to different cities for work. Since he's younger than me, I even refer him as didi - younger brother and that worked both ways, he also referred me as gege - big brother.

So then, this is the part when things get abit complicated. I restored my laggy Blackberry phone to original factory setting, and it's so unusual of me to forgot creating backup of the phone contact. And ya, creating phone backup for Blackberry is just damned difficult, which partly explains why I could forgot about it at all :p So ya there I was, losing all the numbers there so I couldn't contact him for around a week or so. One day, come this message.

Jay "Missing for one week :("

Me "Ya, I lost my phone setting after reformatting, been planning to message you on facebook instead to ask for your phone number"

Jay "Halah, just say that you forget about me already" ONE. Things start to get weird here... And at the moment, I just promised myself that if he blurt another weird or intimate-inducing phrase again, I would tell him clearly that I had no other intention than just being friends.

Me "Ya, so unusual of me forgot creating backup so I lose all phone numbers in there."

Jay "So why didn't you just message me on Facebook right away?" Hello duuude... We're not even boyfriends, what's with the interrogative behavior?

Jay "I miss youuuu, you knooow? I'm coming to Dubai next week next week btw." Whamm, TWO. I. Need. To. Tell. Him. Now.

Me *trying to be as easy as possible* "Okay didi, let's meet for some lunch. But well ya, I have no expectation at all ya" BOOM. Bomb dropped.

Jay "..."

And he just doesn't reply to me ever since.

I don't understand this, is it that easy to crush on someone in this man to man world?

I will rephrase that above question more specifically, Is it that easy to claim 'ownership' over someone after just a few casual chats?

Please show me, am I that one that's wrong or it's just him plain shallow? I never, for once, gave him impression that I was in for a relationship. I even shared stories about my beer and fuck buddy here, geez... Had I known it would be like this, I won't even bother replying him in the first place.

Guess we cannot make everyone happy.

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Worst Date Ever

I just reached my room after one whole day shopping spree, again.

Feeling tired, yet slightly feel emptiness inside. The suite is quiet with silence hanging in the air at times. And such silence, is a perfect ambience for daydreaming and reminisce what has happened recently.

Few days ago I met this guy, Alan. I knew him from Jack'd, a Grindr alternative I use while I'm here in UAE. Do you guys know that Grindr is banned from running from local internet network here?

Where was I? Oh ya, Alan. He was looking for a long term relationship, and was looking forward to see me. Like many times I had said to other guys I meet, I wasn't in a rush to start a new relationship, I'm more looking for friends... Friends with benefit are also fine, but not relationship. And ya he insisted on trying to change my mind.

Long story short...

From the talking, the way he pushed himself toward me, the moment we kissed (It was DRY and unpleasant... Both literally and figuratively), to how he pinched my nose slightly. It all felt wrong. DEAD WRONG.

This may sounds cliche as some of you might have heard that first kiss sometimes is a deciding factor whether there will be next date or not. For me, this is the moment I feel it that way. Second date is a no no, definitely.

Never before I resent the feeling of being with a guy, but it was before I meet him. Every single move and gesture, just as if it's like a repetitive chore. The sex itself was meaningless, in a rush, just fulfill our unsatisfied desire of physical love. No more than that.

After finished, all that left was just a disgust feeling. I wanted him to go, as fast as he could. That feeling went even bigger and bigger until he finally left. There was a big 'huffffffffffff, finally....' moment at that time.

Am I becoming heartless now? Or in the middle of process of becoming straight? This last one is very unlikely, I guess :-/

 

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The One That Got Away

I missed us, baby.
But we're no longer each other's muse.

Summer after high school when we first met
We made out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I should've told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

Boyfriend

 

I just heard that my bestie, Ed, has just 'jadian' :-)

I'm truly happy for him. I hope that the lucky guy is truly kind and loves him, Ed deserves it.

Now it's my turn to bring this ship into the shore and throw away the oar forever (with whhhhoooooo???). Duhz, such lame analogy, excuse me my dear readers :D Where are thou, my Prince Charming?

Congratss cyynnnn! Wish you both all the best!

And remind me to bring your birthday gift from Dubai *cipika cipiki*

 

Shopping Spree in Dubai Summer Sale

This is all my loot for today...

No I didn't buy every single variant of Bodyshop body butter. I only bought peach, and papaya, and shea, and several others Bath and Bodyworks Shower gel (which one of them actually smells like Bailey's Irish Cream)! Haha... That's a lot!

The good thing is everything is discounted 40% because of Dubai Summer Sale.

Do you know that so many (branded) items are discounted up to 70% during this annual sale? Even Massimo Dutti went further by discounting their premium blazer collections up to USD 120. I missed that one, sigh!

So it's shopping spree, baby!

 

Twisted Cinderella Story

Sometimes,

I just wonder if Prince Charming is actually riding his white horse, just to seek for his Prince.

Forget Cinderella. She's too ordinary.

 

Tante Nora-K

Imagine this conversation...

"Halo Tante.. apa kabar?"

"Aaaaaaah, Chris... Baru aja Tante sama om Atung omongin kamu di mobil tadi." (It's funny how she is bold enough to admit that she and her husband talking about me behind my back. Amazing!)

"Tante dengar kamu sekarang kerja di Dubai yaa?"

"Ah, nggak juga Tante. Dengar dari mana?" (How did she even manage to her about that?!!)

"Kamu sudah punya pacar belum?"

"Belum Tante, masih cari2" (Iya, looking for boys, not girls. Ha!)

"Look no further! Ini ada anak Tante... Puput!!" (She fiercely calls her daughter and literally. Yes my dear readers, LITERALLY pushing her towards me).

"Puput, nanti sebelum pulang jangan lupa tanya nomor telepon koko. Jangan lupa ya!"

That scene really did happen in the wedding ceremony of the daughter of my mum's old acquaintance. Yesterday.

I was so happen to attend the wedding because I know the bride and her family so well. Had I knew I would meet this Tante Norak in this wedding, I would refuse to come...haha.

And you know what, right after I could free myself from that perfect embodiment of norakness, her husband "si Atung" jumped replacing her place interrogating me in even more norak-fashion than his wife (not to mention his fashion-missing choice of apparel).

He asked me how much I earn every month, where I work, all of the benefit I received from workplace, etc etc.

What is this??!! A collaboration plot to matchmake me and their daughter?? Measuring bibit-bobot-bebet of the son-in-law-to-be?

My mum and dad saw the whole charade, of course. And we all, know too well about the norak family's background. Know too well about the money-grubbing history of the whole family lineage.

I am sooooo not coming to wedding ceremony *shake head*

*planning to go look for eyecandies elsewhere* lol...

 

Dubai Dubai

Here I am, again waiting my night flight in B-town airport. I dunno why but I always have some kind of creative urge in the airport, haha...

This is my last day working for the company though, was feeling a bit mellow throughout the morning, but everyone has to move on, right?

Anyway, I am going to Dubai earlier next month, wondering what kind of gay scene does the city offer. I was browsing my way through Google last night, trying to get some more information about Dubai and the gay scene. But oh man... It was written in some site that "homosexuality is considered a serious offense to law and can be severely punished up to 10 years in prison".

I was like, "Say whaaaaaaaaaaat?"

Then I wondered why the job trip is in one of the Arab countries. Not US or Europe instead. I will be so much happier.

Actually there are still places that are considered gay-friendly there, but who knows? There might be possibilities that cute guy right there across the bar is a police officer in disguise. You never know. And I'd rather not trying to know, lol.

I mean, 10 years in prison is bad enough, even without the whole hullabaloo that will surely happen along with the reason of imprisonment.

Imagine it on Sunday newspaper headline...

 

Headline "Mr XXX is caught red-handed conducting allegedly homosexual activity" swirling around my head.

And you're doomed. And you cannot ask help from Indonesian embassy there. And not to mention the whole humiliation thing your family will have to go through. Urgh..

*in the Indonesian Embassy*

Me: "Pak, please help my case. I am under 10 years imprisonment threat."

Mr. Ambassador: "All right my child, as fellow Indonesian and our beloved country's ambassador, I will try to help with all my might. Now tell me what all of this is about.

Me: "I was caught red-handed cruising for guys at the gay bar."

Mr. Ambassador: "..............." *gasp in disbelief*

Awkward, no? That G word usually really does the trick, haha.

Behave Chris, behave...

 

Who Moved My Cheese?

After all the contemplations that I went through this past few months, I finally decided to move from my workplace. It's not without much hesitation that I took the decision, as this company has been part of my life for the last 3 and a half years.

Sometimes, people just have to break out of the comfort zone to search for a new "cheese". By saying cheese I am referring to Spencer Johnson's book, Who Moved My Cheese. A book about change management and how to deal with changes.

My boss asked me to wait, as there are some BIG changes that are about to happen in the next few weeks. That management is currently working on something to the benefit of all employees (Yeah, like what? Giving away free ice creams every Monday?). He added, that this may seems coincidental, changes are about to occur right after I submitted my resignation letter, but he hoped that I might rethink about my decision.

Well, but when I asked him about what kind of BIG surprise he has in store for us, his answers were just vague. I don't buy it. And he didn't speak that confidently like how I remember he usually speaks to us. These guys were just faking it to save their own ass.

Tell you what, in any organization like this, BIG changes are not gonna happen overnight. It needs commitment and continuous effort from every part of the company.

Here goes saying that if ever a relationship becomes too painful, you need to get out of it, as you might find another relationship but never another you. And I think, my relationship with this madhouse company has reached the limit where it hurts, thus I decided to leave.

Good bye, I guess..

苏打绿 - 小情歌

I was browsing through my song collection and stumbled upon this old sing that I used to love.

Reminds me of someone that is now out of reach *melancholy mode starts* haha...

Even after some time, this song still gives me chill every time I play it.

Enjoy...

这是一首简单的小情歌

zhe shi yi shou jian dan de xiao qingge

This is a simple love song

唱着人们心肠的曲折

chang zhe renmen xinchang de quzhe

Sing about the complicated heart of people

我想我很快乐 当有你的温热

wo xiang wo hen kuaile, dang you ni de wenre

I think I'm so happy, when having your warmth

脚边的空气转了

jiao bian de kong qi zhuan le

The atmosphere here has changed

这是一首简单的小情歌

zhe shi yi shou jian dan de xiao qingge

This is a simple love song

唱着我们心头的白鸽

chang zhe wo men xintou de baige

Sing about the pigeon in our heart

我想我很适合 当一个歌颂者

wo xiang wo hen shihe, dang yi ge ge song zhe

I think it is just right, when this song praise

青春在风中飘着

qingchun zai feng zhong piao zhe

The freshness of the spring flutters in the middle of windblows

你知道 就算大雨让这个城市颠倒

ni zhidao jiusuan da yu rang zhe ge chengshi diandao

You know, even if the storm makes this town upside-down

我会给你怀抱

wo hui gei ni huaibao

I can still give you a hug

受不了 看见你背影来到

shoubuliao kanjian ni beiying laidao

Unable to endure, seeing you go

写下我 度秒如年难挨的离骚

xiexia wo du miao ru nian nan ai de Li Sao

I write, second seems like year, difficult to be close to

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票

jiusuan zhengge shijie bei jimo bangpiao

Even if the whole world tied with lonesome

我也不会奔跑

wo ye bu hui benpao

Still, I won’t escape [from you]

逃不了 最后谁也都苍老

taobuliao, zuihou shei ye dou canglao

Unable to escape, everyone's getting old at the end

写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡

xiexia wo shijian he qinsheng jiaochuo de chengbao

Writing down, a castle of mine where the time and melody intertwining in harmony

Amateur Surgeon 2

Have you guys tried it?

It's my latest addiction on iPad. Lol. Humour mixed with slightly gore, yet it wouldn't fail giving you fun for hours.

Think it has something to do with my old obsession of becoming a surgeon myself.

This game is universal, means you just meed to buy one and play it on either iPad or iPhone. But I recommend you to use iPad because with smaller screens it's hard to be precise when doing 'surgeries' on iPhone.

No String Attached

Contrary with what I used to believe, I am more into NSA (no string attached) sex lately. Lack of confidence about how man to man relationship could be long-lasting, was amplified with recent talk about that same topic with someone I knew from my neighborhood, who turned out to be gay as well (what a surprise!).

Looking for elusive love of my life seems like impossible task to do for now. Although hope that I would find it somehow, somewhere, is still there in the back of my mind. But for now, I'm going to take it slow and not rush into things.

In the last two days, I have met with 2 different guys just to look for what's available in gay scene around here. One was a timid young lad with nice personality, and the other one was mature early-30 handsome guy (so my type, lol). Both I met over the net through a dating site.

The young lad, let's call him Ard, was nice, shy, and naive, the characteristics of an early-bloomed gay in neighborhood. He was 21, quite well built and fair-skinned. He called me 哥哥 (gege / big brother in Chinese), haha. I'm old old old >.<

Things were said and done during the date, I implied that Ard was looking for long-time life partner, not just looking for fun. I told him that rushing into relationship with the first person you meet with is just plain wrong, since I was like the first person he ever meet from gay circle. Give yourself some time, I said, to at least get a big picture about the guy you are about to be together with.I told him that I am not looking for any relationship for now, simply because I need the time to settle my heart, and look for what I really want in life. But that didn't seem to affect him one bit, we had nice dinner at Central Park's Jun Nyan, and had a great chat over coffee at Starbucks.Almost midnight, I drove him home and had some more chat in the car in front of his home. He invited me to drop by since his parents were away and his servants were, of course, do not want to poke their nose to their master's business.

Details of what happened after that in his room of course won't be disclosed here since I never intended this blog to be erotica one at the first place *grin*If only walls could talk (but luckily they can't, and I prefer them in that way, lol). But one thing I and Ard agreed... Sex is great, and provides much refreshments to your dull mind in a way that you couldn't explain :p

I am more and more becoming like Chen Handong from Lan Yu it seems. Gee.

The next guy Leo, is different. I met him through Fridae like a year ago and been casually contacting each other ever since. Met him once before, but we weren't available back then. Now I just got out of 4 and a half year relationship and he just got out from 3 years of his. From the very beginning we talked much about our past relationships and how we still don't want to get attached for now, but sex is a different thing.As time passed, the talk getting dirtier and dirtier... Lol... And the fact that we were talking about those naughty stuffs in public place getting us hornier.

We went to cinema and bought ticket for two... It was working hour, so the place was kinda empty. Sat on the backside where nobody was aware of our presence.And boy... I don't even remember any single scene in the movie. I was too excited because that was my first time doing naughty stuff in the cinema! I really have to get a grip of myself, it's more like I would like to try literally anything lately. Anything.Well except for bondage. And S&M. And licking guys' ass. If you know what I mean, hehe.

 

Windowed Apps on Jailbroken iPad

If you have a jailbroken iPad, then you'll want to check out Quasar. As noted by Big Boss, The tweak lets you run each app in a separate window on your iPad. Each window can be resized, moved and closed just like a window on a full desktop OS. You can check out Quasar in the demo video below and then download the US$10 iPad app from the Cydia store.

I am sooo jailbreaking my iPad...

Boy, Tale of Childhood

When you asked me whether I expected something from you.
I lied if I said that I did not.
There's still a tiny bit part of me, that hoped that this might be it. Though rush is proven unnecessary.
Had I braced myself to embrace the power of dismissal, I shall not contemplate.
Cowardice shouldn't be rewarded, after all.

After all of the meaningless faces, it still leave me wondering.
Wondering...

And the more I do, the less I know.

Damn!