Monday, January 07, 2008

Yikes!

Lol, okay, I cannot stand to watch the next seasons of Dante’s Cove.

Definitely NOT the serial I will watch ever again.

First season is not that bad actually, with cute guys starring as Kevin as eye-candy. But when I started to watch the beginning of the second season… Eeeee, I can say, I can act very much much much much better than that, haha. Way too crappy.

Mmm, while I’m looking something to killing time, I made the list of series I recommend to watch, here it is:
1. The Nanny, starred as Fran Drescher as a nanny (She was also the producer of this show, with his husband, blablabla Drescher). Very witty and fresh! No wonder they give this serial an Oscar (or whatever award they may give).
2. Will & Grace, situation comedy with gay spices here and there. *sigh* wish I can get a faghag like Grace in real life, lol. Still cannot get the complete seasons tho.
3. Dawson’s Creek, whee, definitely one of my favorites teen serials of all time, cute guys, beautiful place, gay love, what can I ask for more…hehehe. Actually this is where I first know what “gay” and “gay relationship” means. There is this one actor named Kerr Smith, he played as Jack McPhee, a [CUTE] gay guy with abit sober sister. He was my idol after all. I even got an e-mail account with his name on it as well, lol.
4. Queer as Folks, veeeerryyy straight forward in revealing gay community life. Although I must say, it’s abit out of control life (or it’s just me?). But yeah, it started get boring after the 3rd season so I didn’t look for more.
5. Dharma & Greg, it’s about one couple living together if I’m not mistaken. The girl one is a yoga freak or something like that. I cannot recall what it is all about, all that I can remember that this is a funny one >.<

Yah, most of my favorites are situation comedy, so you know what type of person I am, like to laugh laugh laugh alot. I actually like horror ones as well, if I can get them. But rarely found nice horror series here, boo….

So, see you then…

Friday, January 04, 2008

There Is Someone Who Actually Remember Me!!!

Lol, yeah, you all know that I have been suspending this whole blogging activity since about one year ago, only write once or twice in few months. But… there is someone who is still remembering me and my unattractive blog!!!!!! Ya… none other than dearest Kyle!! Hohoho. This is really touched *sob sob*
How are you Kyle? Miss reading your blog again. Maybe you can add me on friendster or facebook? Hee hee

Ah ya my dear readers, as I stated yesterday that I have this relationship problem with my dear Cedy… well.. I must admit, I can be a real drama queen sometimes. It is already hard for us both to have such a really long distance relationship without me being such a drama queen. Yah, I do really need much affection sometimes, especially when I feel alone. Gee, miss him so. But we already talked yesterday, and solved the problem. I think its one point of having a relationship, we have problems, and we work on it together… I still cherish him so much^^

By the way, I bought these seasons of Dante’s Cove. Ya I know I know it’s already like… so two years ago, lol. I always being so late in watching an interesting serial (Recall how I was really late in watching Queer as Folk? Lol. It’s already the fourth season coming when I started watching it). Here, for you, my dear readers, I copied the synopsis from the website, hoho, so you can decide whether you want to watch it or not (if you haven’t, hoho)…
Season 1
As the season begins, Kevin Archer leaves an abusive home to follow his boyfriend, Toby, to Dante’s Cove, a remote tropical island populated by beautiful young residents, gay and straight. Unknown to Kevin, Dante’s Cove has a dark and dangerous history, and he is unwittingly being drawn into a web of supernatural intrigue.
Arriving at the Hotel Dante (built in the 1840’s and recently converted into apartments) Kevin meet his new housemates: Van, a mysterious lesbian artist drawn to the dark side of human nature, Cory, a carefree party-boy who’ll hook up with any guy who’s interested, and Adam, Toby’s straight best friend from high school – who is secretly in love with Toby.
At first Kevin and Toby’s reunion is wonderful. But soon, Kevin begins hearing a strange voice coming from within the hotel – a voice that is summoning him. Drawn to the basement, Kevin stumbles upon Ambrosius Vallin, an immortal warlock imprisoned for over a hundred and fifty years.
In 1840, Ambrosius was engaged to marry Grace Neville, a powerful practiotioner of “Tresum”, an ancient supernatural religion. When Grace found Ambrosius making love with another man, she killed his lover and cursed Ambrosius to an eternity locked in the Dante’s basement. Only the kiss of a young man would set Ambrosius free.
Having successfully made Kevin hear his call, Ambrosius summons him to the basement and forces Kevin to kiss him. The kiss from Kevin breaks the curse. Not content to be young and
free again, Ambrosius decides Kevin is his destiny, and will stop at nothing to have him. He puts a spell on Kevin, and also turns Cory into a sort of personal slave and spy so that he can keep an eye on Kevin. But Grace won’t allow Ambrosius to find love or happiness, and uses her magic to murder Kevin. Ambrosius, who learned Tresum’s powers while locked in the basement, succeeds in reviving Kevin.
Meanwhile, searching the historical society for an explanation of the strange happenings in Dante’s Cove, Toby and Van find the Book of Tresum written in a strange ancient language. Van is able to cast a spell from the book and break the curse on Kevin, freeing him from Ambrosius’ hold. It seems like a happy ending, until Ambrosius uses Cory to lure Toby away from the sleeping Kevin, and throws Toby into the ocean to drown.

Season 2
As we return to Dante’s Cove for its second season, we find Toby and Ambrosius continuing to battle for Kevin’s love.
Toby and Kevin struggle to build a relationship while contending with the ordinary obstacles of jobs, troublesome exes, and well-built hookups, as well as the extraordinary obstacles from Ambrosius and his mission to gain Kevin’s love.
Van, having found in Season One that she has Tresum power abilities, asks Grace to become her teacher. Meanwhile, her girlfriend, Michelle, is frightened of Van’s magical/dark side, and Van will wind up paying a high personal price for choosing to continue her Tresum studies.
Grace Neville returns to torment Ambrosius. In agreeing to teach Van Tresum, she has a hidden agenda of her own, as does gorgeous newcomer Diana Childs, whose past, and future, is inextricably intertwined with Grace and Ambrosius’.
Other new characters include Marco, the handsome owner of the local outdoor bar H2Eau; bad-boy Kai, who can be counted on to get his customers whatever they need, legal or illegal, and Colin, who runs the island’s private sex club, and conceals a much darker secret.
The residents of the Hotel Dante will deal with addiction and insanity, love and infidelity, coming out and breaking up. One will die, and another will kill. Some, like Adam, will face hard truths about themselves. Others, like Toby, will face hard truths about those they love. Just like a family, the residents of Dante’s Cove fight over the little things, but they are there for each other when it matters. And as the Solstice approaches and magical forces gather strength, they’ll have to make hard choices and ultimate sacrifices.


Season 3
America’s sexiest guilty pleasure is back for a third season. Season three picks up as resident witch Grace (Tracy Scoggins) makes her way back to Dante’s Cove seeking revenge on her sister Diana (Thea Gill). Meanwhile, a group of newcomers are sure to stir up the lives and relationships of the mostly gay and lesbian residents of the infamous Hotel Dante.
Power is shifting on Dante’s Cove as an enigmatic new force makes its presence known. Bro’s (William Gregory Lee) powers mysteriously begin to disappear, while Diana is curiously drawn to the developing force. Things are turned even more on their head when a former resident of Dante’s Cove returns to the island and wreaks havoc on the lives of those around her.
Budding romantic ties are also tested as old loves attempt to rekindle fires that once burned. In order to fight off the new force taking over the island, an unlikely trio joins forces to restore the balance of power. The season comes to a soaring climax as the fate of Dante’s Cove and all of its resident could lie in hands of one unsuspecting resident.
Grace Neville returns to torment Ambrosius. In agreeing to teach Van Tresum, she has a hidden agenda of her own, as does gorgeous newcomer Diana Childs, whose past, and future, is inextricably intertwined with Grace and Ambrosius’.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Do You Love Me?

Is one question I want to ask to someone right now…
I do feel alone sometimes and just want someone who can understand me.
Times I’ve been thinking, was I moving too fast for saying 我喜欢你 – I love you?

Even though I always saying that love is not only to say, but also to feel.
Well, love needs affection and care too. And it’s not a indulgence to show love.

Cedy dear… Where are we going now?

Monday, December 17, 2007

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Doubts and Fear

Sorry my dear readers, for the lack of update these few months. Well, one of the reasons is my computer is still hasn’t been repaired yet, bleah. And I don’t like to use public computer on campus to write blog entry, hehe.

My relationship with Cedy goes really well I think, especially after we met in Jakarta on Sept 21. That was our first meeting though. So sad we cannot meet too often since we are actually separated one hour flight away. He’s in Singapore, while I’m in Jakarta Indonesia.

Since few days ago, we’ve been talking about the future of our relationship. Well, yes, it is indeed a sensitive matter to talk about, since our relationship is just budding, but I think it is necessary sometimes, we don’t live only for tomorrow, do we?
Yeah, we both always afraid that we move too fast in this relationship, practically it is just barely 3 months since we make our way together. We already agreed that this relationship not going to be easy, we are still living with our parents, we have this different citizenship, and so many obstacles we still have to overcome. I know that.

I think that he kinda hesitate about this. He said that he cannot wait for something unknown forever and he want a relationship where we can spend our time together. I understand. And as for me, I also don’t want to have a long distance relationship forever; it is really hard for me either. He has his reasons for doubting where this relationship goes. Sigh, I wish I can say to him now that we can live together soon or so, to assure him that the future of our relationship is not something abstract that he should afraid of. But while I still live with my parents, I cannot say that for now, at least in short term (one year). That’s a dream that we must work hard to reach, but I am more than willing to try to make that dream come true. He’s the one I love and I will try my best to be with him no matter what.
Maybe I’m a dreamer, and maybe I don’t always think realistically, that’s me. But I will try my best to reach my dream with all my might. For me, happiness is a matter of choice =D

Yah, I miss him badly, miss hugging him and hold his hands in mine. But sadly, we still don’t know when our next meeting will be. I can only go to Singapore after I graduate next October (which means: 1 MORE YEAR!! ARGHHHHHHHHH). But yeah, hope there will be any change in plan, heh heh *praying*

Okay okay, till then everyone…