Sunday, April 30, 2006

Blog Face Changing

Hello, just want to tell ya that I changed my blog face. I really like this one. Hope you like it as much as I do=) The background is the picture of the skyline in Taipei. I chose it because my family came from there, a long long time ago, hehe.
Thanks to Aman in Singapore, the template is so awesome....

Friday, April 28, 2006

夜曲 - Nocturnes


A part of Jay Chou's(周杰倫) song, Ye Qu...
一群嗜血的螞蟻
yi qun shi xue de ma yi
被腐肉所吸引
bei fu rou suo xi yin
我面無表情
wo mian wu biao qing
看孤獨的風景
kan gu du de feng jing
失去妳
shi qu ni
愛恨開始分明
ai hen kai shi fen ming
失去妳shi qu ni
還有什麼事好關心
hai you shen me shi hao guan xin
當鴿子不再象徵和平
dang ge zi bu zai xiang zheng he ping
我終於被提醒
wo zhong yu bei ti xing
廣場上餵食的是秃鹰
guang chang shang wei shi de shi tu ying
我用漂亮的押韻
wo yong piao liang de ya yun
形容被掠奪一空的愛情
xing rong bei lüe duo yi kong de ai qing
啊a烏雲開始遮蔽
wu yun kai shi zhe bi
夜色不乾淨
ye se bu gan jing
公園裡
gong yuan li
葬禮的回音
zang li de hui yin
在漫天飛行
zai man tian fei xing
送妳的
song ni de
白色玫瑰
bai se mei gui
在純黑的環境凋零
zai chun he de huan jing diao ling
烏鴉在樹枝上詭異的很安靜
wu ya zai shu qi shang gui yi de hen an jing
靜靜聽
jing jing ting
我黑色的大衣
wo hei se de da yi
想溫暖妳
xiang wen nuan ni
日漸冰冷的回憶
ri jian bing leng de hui yi
走過的
zou guo de
走過的
zou guo de
生命
sheng ming
啊a四周瀰漫霧氣
si zhou mi man wu qi
我在空曠的墓地
wo zai kong kuang de mu di
老去後還愛妳
lao qu hou hai ai ni
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A group of bloodthirsty ants are attracted to rotten flesh
With an expressionless face
I watch the lonely scenery
Losing you
Love and hate start to become clear
Losing you
What else is there to care about?
When a dove no longer symbolises peace
I’m eventually reminded
That they are vultures feeding in the public square
I use a beautiful rhyme
To describe love being robbed
Oh
The dark clouds begin to cover
The colour of the night is not cleanIn the park
The echo of the funeral
Flying in the boundless sky
The white roseI gave you
Withered in the pure black surroundings
The crow is peculiarly very silent on the tree branch
Silently listening
My black overcoat
Wants to warm you up
The memories that are day-by-day becoming colder
Walk past
Walk past
The life
Oh
Hazy fog is all around
I am at the vast and boundless cemetery
I’ll still love you when I’m old

Is It About Me?

A few weeks ago…
Bored just sat at the afternoon lecture, I played with my cell-phone.
Didn’t feel like to play any games, I opened the ‘Contacts’ menu. I browsed along and try to remember any slightest memory about the person owning those names.
I found a name, Y (that I can hardly remember who he is).
*Create a message*
“Hello, how are you doing, Y? Hope you’re fine.”
*Send*
Not so long after, he called me, “Hello, who’s this? I’m sorry, pls refresh me...........”


And since that time, we’ve been communicating, through e-mail, messenger, and phone.
I like this Y guy. He’s sweet, funny, and can talk about almost anything (something I never get from guys I knew from a virtual chat room). Almost everyday I chat with him, maybe just share a little experience we got, maybe just for saying “Hi” or so. But I really appreciate the moments we’ve shared.
I didn’t write any post about this, lol. I’d like to keep it a secret. But that can’t be helped, so I write this post.
I dunno bout what he’s been thinking about me. He once told me to be more assertive, that he is an open-minded guy who can talk about anything, so it’s really not bother him for me to talk about this or that. Btw, there’s one similarity between us, we’re straight-to-the-problem person. It means we’re always telling what’s in our minds, the truth, even if it hurts. That makes me like him more.
Yesterday, suddenly he got that ‘bad mood’ thing, zipped his mouth so that I talked to him, he wouldn’t answer me. I send him a short message, he didn’t reply. And today, he was not as quiet as yesterday, but still, mutes.
I can stand almost anything. Those anger things. Even if you yell at me, I still resist. But don’t stop talking to me, ignoring me. It hurts me more than anything.
It hurts for me to get away from you. Not being able to know what you’re thinking. Is it about me? What have I done that made you this mad? Tell me pls.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Cut My Hair

After a few days been thinking, I decided to cut my hair. So yesterday I went to ANATA Setiabudi, my favorite place for getting my haircut. So I asked my best buddy, Ed to accompany me, as usual.
Nah, I talked to the receptionist and she asked me to wait for a while.
So I sat on the sofa. My eyes were wandering around. There were many activities that time. Many people may have decided to cut hair or just do manicure-pedicure at that time.
Then, there was this guy, who was doing pedicure for a lady. He kept staring at me, made me feel so uncomfortable. At that time I began to think that he saw something wrong with me and I thought that he would lose his interest for me in no time. But almost half hour then, and Ed told me.
“Cs, don’t you realize that the pedicure-guy there has been staring at you for so long?”
“Really? I think so. I realized it from the first time we came.”
“Whoa…He must has a crush on ya. Hehehehe.”
So I began to stare at him as he did on me. He was kinda cute, actually. At first he began to avoid my eyes. But tired did so, he replied me.
*wink**wink* Man….he started to flirt.
But pity us, the receptionist approached me and told me to do hair-washing before they cut it.
There I was, lied down at the chair while someone washed my hair. Because I detached my glasses, all I could see was blurry image. Once, my friend Ed passed the washing room to check whether I has finished or not. Then not so long after, I didn’t sure, I saw a glance of that pedicure-guy peeked on the washing room.
After got my hair washed, I asked Ed whether he saw that pedicure-guy passed on the washing room or not.
And Ed told me, “YES, THAT GUY PEEKED ON THE WASHING ROOM.”
“Wow”, dunno what to say.
Then Ed said, “Cs, that guy stared at me too, while you got your hair washed. He even tried asking me to follow him to the bathroom. Winked and smiled at me before entered the bathroom. Can’t ye believe?"
Awwww man…!

Friday, April 21, 2006

Poor C***

Just right after posted my previous post yesterday I met this guy (again) in IRC, the cheesy brained one, as I told ya before. The name’s K.
I‘ve met him once. And guess what… I just didn’t like this guy the first time I met him. This guy is kinda blabbermouth type. Blabber about his money, his appearance (Wait till you see the real him, ughhh noooo!), or whatever he can blabber about.
Well then, back to the topic. At first I didn’t reckon it was him, though. But after a lil’ bla-bla, chit-chat for a while, I realize that it was him….
“Hello”, he said at first.
“Hello there. Asl pls”
“27, m jkt” ”u?”
“19, m jkt here” I said as usual.
“May I know yer name?”
“My name’s Chris”, I said. “What’s yours?”
“Wow, funny. My name’s K. Kinda resemble your name, isn’t it?”
Then at this point I started to begin suspicious.
I asked, “Well, Where do you live, K?”
“I lived in A”, he answered without any doubt.
“The A apartment?”
And to proof my suspiciousness, he said “Yes, yes. I lived there.”
BINGO!! It was him.
And to make it sure, I asked him about his nickname I knew before.
“Are you C***?”
“Yup. Do you know who I am?”
I dunno why I did this. I really hate to be in conflict with anybody, coz I really believe that everything may be solved without any clash. Maybe because I really dislike him or so. Or due to that peevish-to-the-cheesy brained-guy things; I said to him.
“Sure I know who you are. You are a blabbermouth seducer.”
Then I finalize it, “Bye”.