The Woman Equation

Isn't it better to choose man? =b

“Whaddup A”

That is the title of Ms Agnes Monica’s latest CD’s I bought yesterday.
Dunno why I bought that CD though, LOL. Just wanna know how she’s doing lately.
The music is quite bad, I just like two tracks from about ten or so. She acts like a weirdo. I say she just “jerit-jerit” in most of her songs, rather than singing. Not as good as her previous album. I don’t recommend you to buy it except if you like ‘Christina-Aguilera-wannabe-but-doesn’t-have-good-enough-voice’ singer type.

Some Kind of Chameleon

Hari ini waktu nyari soal buat ngasih lecture ke junior gw, gw sempet iseng buat ngeliat catatan-catetan lama gw. Di situ gw nemuin rancangan testimonial buat temen-temen gw di friendster udah lama berselang.
OMG, gw baru sadar, ternyata gw tuh dulu sangat-amat niru gaya orang lain. Gaya yang suka centil kalo nulis testi, ketawa-ketawa nggak jelas, sampe ungkapan yang gw pake juga kadang mirip ungkapan orang lain. Trus gw sempet kepikiran, “Kok bisa ya gw seperti itu?”
Setelah gw inget-inget, kayaknya itu nggak cuman waktu ngisi testi aja deh. Dalam beberapa hal gw suka kebawa gaya orang lain. Gw sempet nggak punya jati diri, selalu ingin nyamain orang lain, selalu berpikir bahwa gaya orang lain itu lebih oke dari gw, lebih cocok buat gw, lebih..., lebih..., segudang lebih yang lain.
Waktu gw ngejalanin mungkin gw ngerasa enjoy aja, tapi sekarang, saatnya gw ngeliat itu semua gw jadi malu sendiri. Kenapa coba gw bisa kayak gitu. Baru gw sadar betapa salahnya semua tindakan gw itu. Eugghhhh.

A Concealer

I just saw it today on a friend’s friendster profile.
“About Me: GW INI COWO NORMAL”
“Who I Want To Meet: SEMUA KECUALI YANG HOMO”
“FRIENDSTER PENUH BANGET SIH SAMA ORANG-ORANG HOMO”
“YANG HOMO NGGAK BAKAL GW ADD”
So ironic, since I know that he IS homosexual

Another Pass-By Incident

This afternoon while I passed on the hallway I saw a glance of that bakka-chan. He saw me and smiled at me. Even so, I couldn’t feel ‘something-something’ as usual. Why?

The "Eneg" Syndrome

March 1st: KFC
March 6th: McD
March 8th: McD
March 16th: KFC
It has been several times in this month I had KFC or McD for my dinner.
Tonight one of my guy is celebrating his 21th birthday and he’s ordering another KFC’s menu for us for free. Ughhh, I’m 'eneg' enough with those fast food things. Even if I eat those, I don't find it as tasty as before. It feels like I have eaten a rubber band.
Well I know that eat too many fast food such as KFC or McD can affect your health, but I don’t really have much choice for dinner, since in my college the one and only food you can get for dinner is fast food delivery order. Sigh.

10 Ways to be Smarter (??)

Philip Morrow, executive producter BBC Show, mengatakan bahwa sebelumnya IQ hanya disebut sebagai pengukur tingkat intelejensi seseorang, namun para peneliti mengatakan setiap orang bisa meningkatkan kekuatan otak mereka dengan sebuah latihan otak. Seperti sepuluh langkah berikut:

1. Mandi dengan mata terpejam.
>>My comment: Apa kamu nggak 'kepeleset'??

2. Berjalan, bersepeda dan mencoba alternatif lain untuk berangkat kerja, seperti mencoba naik bus jika selama ini Anda lebih suka bawa kendaraan sendiri.
>>My Comment: Layak untuk dicoba. Ngasih variasi baru.

3. Pilih salah satu kata yang tak populer dari kumpulan kata-kata di kamus, dan pakailah kata-kata tersebut dalam setiap percakapan.
>>My comment: Hmmm betul nih, sekalian nambah vocab juga.

4. Bicaralah dengan orang asing.
>>My comment: Maksudnya asing?? Harus bule?

5. Ambil rute yang berbeda saat berangkat kerja.
>>My comment: Idem sama no. 2

6. Menghitung mundur.
>>My comment: Mo gw coba juga, kayanya mayan efektif.

7. Ingat daftar belanjaan Anda.
>>My comment: Nah, kalo yang ini beneran bisa ningkatin ingatan jangka pendek. Gw udah pernah nyoba.

8. Hindari konsumsi alkohol dan kopi dalam jumlah berlebih.
>>My comment: Oooogh, I really love coffee...I can't do this.

9. Sertakan ikan dalam setiap menu makan malam Anda.
>>My comment: Hmmm, I don't really like fish, though.

10. Saat bekerja dengan komputer gunakan mouse dengan tangan yang berbeda, jika selama ini Anda menggunakan mouse dengan tangan kanan, cobalah sekali-kali menggunakannya dengan tangan kiri.
>>My comment: ??

**Kepeleset : An Indonesian term which means "slipped and fall"

Recovery Time

Hmm haven't made any posts for a few days. I was sick few days ago, sigh.
I dunno how I got sick, since I was okay in the morning. Then at the afternoon I felt a little queasy. Ughh, I got home and taken a nap for a while, hoped to get better...And that was my mistake, my sick was getting worse and worse.
Happily, I was healed the day after that =)

Wuehehe, gw nulis post "in English", gara-gara gw ngeliat satu blog superlucu. Gw dikasih tau soal blog ini dari temen gw, Christian. Yang buat blog ini (sepertinya) dua cewe yang hobi ngomentarin gaya artis-artis berpakaian, yang emang kadang bener-bener jelek. Dia ngomentarinnya orisinal dan lucu banget, kok bisa dapet ya idenya. Ini gw kasih url-nya, coba liat sendiri deh...

http:\\whodoyouthinkheare.blogspot.com

Ini blog buatan orang Indonesia, tapi bahasa Inggrisnya buagus banget. Jadi iri...hehehehe.

He Used To Be My Best Friend Part II

Now I know why… He was jealous at me because (He thinks) I always can easily get what he has been trying to reach hardly. So…? What can I do? Izzat my fault? In fact I don’t consider myself can always get those things easily. My luck was also playing.

He Used To Be My Best Friend Part I

Aku punya teman
Teman sepermainan, ah ah ah
Di mana ada dia, selalu ada aku
Dia anak manis, dan juga baik hati, ah ah ah
Dia slalu ada waktu untuk membantuku...
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Itu sepotong teks lagu "Teman Tapi Mesra" yang dinyanyiin RATU.
Ngedenger lagu itu gw jadi inget lagi kalo gw lagi bingung sama temen gw.
Gw sama dia tadinya deket banget, udah hampir kayak pacaran malah. Udah beneran kayak lagu TTM itu "Di mana ada dia, selalu ada aku..." kemana-mana selalu berdua, sampe masak barengan, trus makan kadang share juga (Lebih tepatnya dia yang ngabisin makanan gw sih, soalnya dia porsinya gede, hehe).
Belakangan ini, sejak masuk semester ini tepatnya, dia mulai beda. Orangnya yang tadinya introvert jadi mulai bawel. Dan bawelnya tuh nggak tanggung-tanggung, omongannya juga jadi pedes dan sinis. Dan anehnya ya, cara ngomong kayak gitu itu ngak cuma ke temen yang lain aja, tapi ke gw juga begitu.
Weird, satu kata yang paling tepat ngegambarin dia yang sekarang. Kok bisa ya, orang berubah segitu drastis cuman dalam beberapa minggu aja. Gw nggak habis pikir...

Fairy Tale - Tong Hua

Tong Hua

wang le you duo jiu
zai mei ting dao ni
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
wo xiang le hen jiu
wo kai shi huang le
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me

#
ni ku zhao dui wo shuo
tong hua li du shi pian ren de
wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le

*
wo yuan (hui/yao) bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

Repeat # and *

yi qi xie wo men de jie ju....
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Lirik lagu ini gw ambil dari lagunya Michael Wong (Wang Guang Liang). Lagu ini touchy banget, baik dari arti lagunya sendiri maupun video klipnya. Buat yang nggak ngerti artinya, ini gw kasih terjemahannya juga.

Inti lagu ini sebenernya ada seorang cowo yang sayang banget sama cewenya. Dia ingin ngebuktiin anggepan cewe itu tentang fairy tale salah. Si cewe nganggep kalo fairy tale tuh cuma untuk ngebohongin orang aja. Bahwa sebenernya nggak ada tuh kisah dongeng di dunia nyata. Nah si cowo ini mau jadi malaikat, yang bisa ngelindungin si cewe dengan sayapnya.
Video klipnya sedih banget, soalnya di akhirnya, si cewe ini mati. Pas saat sebelum dia mati itu, si cowo main piano di konser dan dia ngedengerin lewat mobile phone di ranjang rumah sakit.

Saking sukanya gw sama lagu ini, ada kali ya gw dengerin lagu ini 300 kali lebih, sampai2 temen-temen gw eneg kalo gw puter lagu ini lagi, wakakak. Tapi coba deh, dengerin lagu ini sekali aja, udah gitu nonton video klipnya. Pasti tahu kenapa gw suka banget sama lagu ini.
Caution : Not for faint-hearted!

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Fairy Tale

I have forgotten, how long it has been
[Since the last time] I heard you telling me
Your most beloved story...
I have been thinking about it for so long
I started to panic
Wondering if I have done something wrong

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You weep and tell me
[The story] Fairy tale is made to cheat people
That I can't ever be your prince
Maybe you won't understand
From the moment you told me you loved me on,
the stars in my sky has lit up so bright...

*
I will (can/want to) be the angel you love in the fairy tale
Open wide my both arms, being wings to protect you
You have to believe, believe that we can be like
the story in fairy tale
Hapiness and hoy are our ending

Let's write together, our own ending....

My Tutor Friend

Wekkksss harddisk kompie gw penuh. Gw mo nginstall theme baru buat komputer jadi nggak bisa. Mau browsing di internet juga nggak tenang, nanti mau download file gede jadi nggak bisa.
Selagi nungguin mindahin data ke DVD gw bikin blog dulu, hehe. Walau hari ini nothing's special buat diceritain. Oh ya, biar gw cerita tentang film yang tadi gw tonton aja.

Film ini judulnya "My Tutor Friend". Film Korea yang udah agak lama gw download tapi baru sempet ketonton sekarang. Film ini nyeritain tentang seorang cewek temperamen yang keadaan ekonominya pas-pasan. Nyokapnya selalu maksa dia buat ngelesin anak orang buat cari penghasilan tambahan. Nah pada suatu waktu dia diminta ngelesin anak temen nyokapnya yang orangnya supertajir.
Ini anak tipikal anak badung. Nggak pernah belajar, males, berantem terus, ngokar, dan semua guru lesnya yang dulu-dulu pasti minta berhenti. Bayangin aja, umur 21 tahun masih belom lulus SMA. Tapi menurut gw sih ada sisi bagusnya dari ini anak, ini anak guanteeeeng abisss, putih, trus badannya jadi banget, pokoknya tipe gw banget lah, hehehe;-) Ya, fokus lagi ke cerita, tu cewe ngelesin ini anak, dan akhir cerita udah bisa ketebak lah ya. Ini anak jatuh cinta sama cewe ini. jadi anak yang nggak gitu badung lagi. Dan akhirnya jadian deh tuh berdua. Happy ending kayaknya. Sayangnya pas semenit terakhir, DVD-nya error, wuhhh sebel banget. Padahal pingin tahu terakhirnya masih ada cerita lagi apa enggak. Pokoknya gw harus download lagi tuh filmmmm!!!

Address Change^_^

I’m sorry buddies; I think this blog’s old url is too sad, so I change the adress.
From the old one

http://farewellfireflies.blogspot.com

now becomes

http://thefirstofspring.blogspot.com

Now that’s happier=)

Bakka-chan I Like

This afternoon I met someone.
One who makes my heart beating faster and slower all at once…
One who makes my heart sad and happy…
One who makes me wish, even though I know that my wish won’t be happen.

Since I first met him, I know that he is the same as I am.
He is a little bit naïve and plain, in fact he is a little bit stupid.
Stupid coz he is unable to reveal my true feeling for him.
Also stupid coz he always makes me anxious and think about him when I don’t want to.
Bakka-chan, don’t you know that I like you?
If only he knows.

I met him at about 15.00, at the break time between lectures. I was walking toward the canteen with my friends to buy some snack so I didn’t get drowsy in class.
He was walking; perhaps wanna go home after some lectures. He called me and closing by.
“Chris, umm…I want to ask ya something”, he said as approaching.
From his voice tone, you could infer that he was going to ask something important.
Owwhh, my heart was beating uncontrollably, had some worries that he was going to ask that ‘sexual preference thing’, even though I know that he is ‘the same’. I was imagining.
I didn’t know how to react if he was even to bring that topic.
“I want to ask about today’s lecture. There’s something I didn’t understand, so…”
Thanks God he didn’t ask me about ‘that thing’. He just wanted to ask about the assignment (Since I am the lecturer-assistant for that lecture). I was relieved, but at the same time disappointed. Why can’t we just honest about each other? Besides, I know that he is the same as I am. I only can see him from the distant.
I couldn’t blame myself, though. I don’t expect to bring that topic upfront to him. I don’t like be involved in someone’s business, especially in dangerous zone like this.
Geezz, here I am now, regretting how blind & deaf he is...

**Bakka-chan : A Japanese term. It means "idiot guy"

Busy Day: A Blog Beginning

Todays as usual, busy busy all day.
05.50
Woke up in the morning has never been sooo hard, still sleepy, but I had to attend morning lecture. Owhh, It was raining outside. Heavy one. It made the weather so cold. Didn’t feel like taking a bath this morning. Half-conscious turned off the alarm and sleep again for a little while.

06.00
Got up from the bed, shocked and rushed into the bathroom, took a bath. get ready for the lecture. I don’t feel like for being late in any lecture. After that, I looked for the clothes and got ready to go.

07.00-12.00
Lectuuuureeee, still early in the morning, not enough sleep, haven’t eaten yet, so sleepy this morning. Had an opportunity escaping myself from the ************* lecture, cooked instant noodles for a while so that my stomach stop annoying me with the ‘kriuk-kriuk’ sounds, ehehehe.

12.00
So happy that the lecture has done. Went for a meal at the front canteen. Bought some Sosro Green Tea, Honey flavor. Wuehhh! Bu hau je!! Spent my money meaninglessly for that. But at least it can help cooling down my throat after I ate that hot noodles I bought.

13.00-16.00
Had some ************* lab work (which its lecture I escaped earlier). Eggghh, I practically had no interest in todays lab work. All you do was just see kinds of crystal using the microscope…

The lab work was finished on 16.00. I am surfing the net on the administrator room while making this first post of ma blog.
Today I start posting here, looking for a release. Better than keeping my thought on my own. I believe you all come here to know me better, right?
Well, nice to meet y’all. I’m Chris.