Our Second Date: The Proposition

Pipppp….pippp……*my mobile phone’s alarm rang*
Open my eyes and turned it off. It’s still 05.50 in the morning. I woke up suddenly, trying to remember everything happened last night. Oh yea, I promised Mouse to go to the Church together this morning. Mmm, I thought he said he would come here at 06.30, so I didn’t rush myself, prepare a little breakfast for myself so that I wouldn’t get hungry in the Church.
My mobile phone suddenly rang. It’s still 06.00. Owh, I got a message. From Mouse,
“Morning, Chris! I’ve arrived in front of your dorm. Should I get in? Or I can wait in the car instead.”
“Owh, wait a sec ya Mouse, I’ll go outside. Wah, so fast, I didn’t think you would come this early in the morning. I haven’t taken a bath yet lor.”

And I walked outside the dorm, approaching his car, and invited him to come in. And while I took a bath, he waited inside my room, looking through my props.
I got dressed (not in front of him lor) and then we decided to go to the 07.30 Holy Mass on Lau’s Church, but it’s still 06.40, so we have around 20 minutes or so before we leave. So we watched my funny videos collections (and also video about 2 Crazy Karaoke Girls I posted here few days ago)…

We arrived at the Church at about 07.15, still 15 minutes left. Hehe, it has been my wish lor to go to the Church with my boyfriend. I wish it can be every week… But nothing I can do about this. Like this, I’m happy enough.

You know, why I adore Mouse so much? Well one of the reasons why is that when I was with him, I can be myself, my true self. I never have to try to conceal anything, unlike with others. He also does the same thing to me; he’s always honest, sincere, and open. Little by little, I develop my faith to this (unknown) relationship. Although I know, maybe we don’t have bright future or what. But still, I feel that it’s right.

We went to the “Mie Rica” restaurant. He wanted to taste that HOT (when I say it’s HOT, I mean it, it’s really spicy) noodles once again, since he used to live here in B-town when he was in uni back then. While waiting for our order to come, he stared at me again, made me a bit awkward at first. I asked him why he looked at me that way, but he just laughed softly. I love it when he laughs like that, gives me warm feeling. So I just replied him, staring through his eyes deep. As if no other people around.
Yeah, he couldn’t stand the hot noodles, sweat sweat sweat so much…hahaha, he’s so cute when he wipes sweat dropping from his face :-p
Today, I insisted to pay the charge, since he did pay for our meal at our first date. As I said, I don’t want him become a sugardaddy to me.

We headed back to my dorm, didn’t have anything particular to do. Actually he offered me to accompany me buy things I need at the store, but I didn’t have to buy anything, I have just done shopping few days ago.
Ahaha, he was mad at me because I played the song寂寞的季节 (Season of Loneliness) from David Tao on my iTunes. He felt that it isn’t right to hear such a mellow and lonely tune in this occasion. So I played 大成小爱 (Big City Little Love) instead. He asked me to sit beside him and he held my hands, while saying that actually he wanted to do it earlier, at the Church, but since it’s an impossible thing to do, he just do it in my room. I smiled and chuckled. He’s so unadorned, I think, yet he’s so sweet for saying such thing.

From here, I cut few parts of the story ya, I want to keep it to myself, hehe..selfish me.
He kissed me, and asked me if I could be his boyfriend (Gosh),
“Chris, do you want to be my boyfriend?”
I smiled at him, my mind wandered. Ah, I don’t care about the future. All I care now is that I want to be with him, as much as he wants to be with me. So why should I be hesitate?
“Yes, Mouse, I do. I’m glad you ask that…”
He hugged me tight.
“Maybe I can’t promise you anything, but I still hope…”
“That’s all right... You already knew, I also can’t promise you anything. But I believe that makes us suitable one another, right?”
*It’s just bizarre, but when I say “Yes” to him, the song 老鼠爱大米 (Mouse Loves Big Rice) really played in the background*

Ya, from now on, I’m not walking alone anymore. I have Mouse by my side (figuratively, not literally). I’m glad to be with him. Having him to support me and be with me, I’m fulfilled. Although we aren’t together in the same place and time, but we hope that our heart will still be the same. Long distance relationship ain’t easy, man… Still we’re hoping. Wish us the best yah…

Continuation Of The Heart-Heart Chronicles

My presentiment was right. Last night wasn’t our last. Just right after I woke up this morning, I received a short message from him,
“Morning, Chris! Are you busy this morning? May I meet you again? Hehe… I miss you. How about tomorrow we go to the Church together? Do you know the Holly Mass schedule on Lau’s Church?”
Duh, wished I weren’t busy that morning. Had I free, I wouldn’t spoil what supposedly to be our second date.
“Duh, I have a meeting this morning, how about this afternoon? Maybe about 1 pm? Eh, I dunno the schedule there, how about the Central Church instead?”
“Wah, I can’t, I should accompany my sister this afternoon. Okay, Central Church is okay, let’s see, if I can arrive at your dorm at 6.30 am, then we attend the 6.30 Mass, okay? How about we meet tomorrow? Before I head back to J-town?”
“Okay, we could go after the Church ya. Btw, isn’t it too early for you to arrive here at 6.30 am?”
“It’s all right, ‘pokoknya’ I go to your dorm first. C you, warm hugs for Chris.”

Then after that, he send me a really long SMS with Chinese character (which I couldn’t recognized, high level ones). Duh…. But after I asked Ed about what it means, he told me this…

“Life’s like a railway, every station has different people. To some strangers, that may be a beginning, to others that may be an end. Many different people get in and out in every stations of life, thus it can become beautiful and happy. Every stations where life can have its beauty is because of you”

From what I inferred, I feel that he likes me, more than just a friend. Ed also said so to me. But still, I do hesitate myself. I feel like I can’t lose him either. But isn’t it too fast to say that it’s love? So I think that maybe it’s better to let it just flow and let the time differentiate what feeling it actually is between me and him.

Early in the evening, he SMS me once again,
“What did you do this afternoon, Chris? I just arrived home after ‘jalan-jalan’ with my sister to Paris van Java Mall. And after this I would go to the wedding reception. Love you always, Chris.”
“Oh, not much actually, I just attended few meetings and after that finished my Heat Exchanger group assignment with my group, hehe. Yea, I know PvJ, isn’t that the new Mall in Sukajadi? Has it finished yet? What did you do there?”
“Not yet lar, I just ate at Da Wan (a porridge restaurant), not as good as Jakarta, of course, saw Sogo and Blitz (the new luxurious cinema there). If I had more time, I want to watch a movie or two with you, hehe. Cu tomorrow yah. I guess I’m in love with you…”
“Yea, wish you have more time here… I also want us to watch some movies together. Since I heard Blitz is a good place for watching. It’s so funny Mouse, because I also have the same feeling as you do …”
“Hehe, it’s just good that we feel the same feeling. Yea, even if the time and place limitation separate us, I’m still hoping…. Because I’m so happy be with you.”
“Maybe its better be like this, Mouse. Even if there’s a time and place limitation between us. Isn’t that makes every moment we have together is so precious?”
“Iya, thanks ya. I love you. Warm hugs for you, Chris. CU tomorrow morning ya? Don’t wake up so late. LovU Chris.”

Late in that evening,
“Chris, are you going out? I just arrived home, after the wedding reception. Just want to take a rest now. Good nite ya! Warm hugs for Chris.”
“No, I didn’t go anywhere today, Mouse. I’d like to stay at home today, take a little rest after this morning’s hullabaloo. But I did go a while, just went to the store to buy some fruits with my friends. Okay, good nite then ^^ Nice dream, sleep tight… Warm hugs for you two.”

He didn’t ask me to be his boyfriend. But it’s just right for me. Well, me being blabbermouth here, blabbering about my love story, uncensored. But I just want to keep this important thing in my life, here in my blog. So that some time in the future, I can always look back to the past.

Get Laid

The followings are my date’s story with Mouse. I’ll write it as chronologic and as detail as I can here.

My mobile phone rang when I was in class,
“I’ve arrived in B-town!”. From Mouse.

“Hehe… I’m so excited lor:-) See you at 6 ya Mouse!”

I have few lectures until 5 pm, so I was kinda in hurry. Fortunately, my last lecture today, which supposedly ended at 5 pm, ended earlier. Huah, gave me more time to prepare everything for the outing.

Got home, and took a bath. It’s still 5 o’clock, so I wasn’t late. I chose my apparel quite carefully, wanted to give him a good first impression of me. After all, it’s our first date. So I wanted everything goes okay. Ah, me being girlie here, lol.

05:55 pm, I walked from my house to the place we’ve agreed, at a café at D Plaza. I walked up the stairs and waited him there… Haha, just like in those romantic movies lar..
Right after I arrived, I SMS him, “Hi, it’s me, I’ve arrived lor, waiting upstairs.”

And right after I received the delivery report, he approached me from back. Said,
“Hai, Chris ya?”
And I was just answered blankly, “Ah, yea, Mouse?”

Then we shook hand. Waw, so formal, haha. We sat near the balcony, so we can see people passing by. Ah, we stared at each other shyly and nervously, smiling. I realized, the way he talked, and laugh, and everything, and even his apparels and necklace choice is the same as mine. A slight thought flashed in my mind, that he’s how I will look like in the future, when I reach 28 y/o :-/

And I started the conversation, asked how his trip was earlier. We chit chat here and there, spent about half an hour there. I saw one of the waiters looked on us, maybe got suspicious about us (since I heard that this café were a place for gays do outing, especially on weekend). Duh, I didn’t give it a damn la. We had beautiful time together.

I felt although he and I have quite wide age difference, we still can connect somehow. I didn’t have any difficulties to talk and laugh with him. As if we have met long long ago before.

Felt hungry, we then went to the Kaca Mata, a Medan restaurant at Paskal Hypersquare. I know it isn’t a romantic place to have a date, indeed. But he said that he want to try ‘nasi babi campur’ there (which I recommended before in one of my e-mail to him). We had nice ‘nasi babi campur’, and continuing our chat, he told me about his ex, his life experience, and so so. He kinda similar with me in this futile-love-searching thing. He said that it has been his worries that he wouldn’t ever meet the right one for him because of his responsibility to his family (see my last post). He also said that he just wants to have a bisexual partner now, because maybe some time in the future, he should be married. He was so open and honest to me. I like that kind of person, though.

In return, I told him about my ex too, about how we broke up and about our relationship after we broke. Kinda ironic, since my ex was also 28 y/o when we first met (just like Mouse). And he’s also bisexual. And also have an obligation to be married. And the reason why we broke up back then was because he married someone. And that we was still good friends after we broke up. And after quite some time, I realized that I might be a third-party in his marriage. And that I realized that the situation must be changed. And that I cut our contact until now.

Yea, we finally concluded that love is uncertain and that we are unlucky in this thing, haha. He also told me that he has closed his Trevvy account, stop believing that his other half would come up from there. Since everyone only gives him kisses and spanks. Just one or two care enough to leave even a little message (it’s me, in this case). Well, maybe I should reconsider to close mine too, I said.

He insisted that everything went to his charge. Yeah, I couldn’t say no for his sincerity. At least, I said, I wanted to pay for the parking fee lar. Don’t want him to be a sugardaddy, I said. He laughed, hear me saying that… Full enough after eating, have nowhere else to go, we decided to come to my dorm. He wants to see how I live daily, wheeee.

I gave him a peek on my daily live by letting him visit my room. Let him browsing through my CD and music collections. And also let him view few of my porns, ahaha. And as a souvenir, I gave him one of my porn collections, which he really liked. I hope he would save it carefully, not letting him forget me lar, kekeke.

Night went cold, wind blew quite slowly, and it sounded so far away…. And it happened so naturally, he kissed me. Asked me whether I want to be with him tonight or not. You know what I mean, right?

I didn’t have any hesitation at all. I held him tight and kiss him. So it happened…

So tender and soft, it all happened and ended before we could even realize it.

I don’t have any regret. Even IF we both don’t have any opportunity to meet each other again, it’s okay. All I care about is that tonight he’s all mine.

It wasn’t my desperation form in finding my other half that I would do ‘that thing’ with anyone who wants it, though. I just felt, that it’s a right thing to do, with him.

Pity us, not so long after that, while we were still in bed, hugging and starring at each other, my friend Ann came, and ruins the entire romantic ambience. Darn!!!

We quickly jumped to wear our apparel, duh. Then, his older sister called, asked where he was, and at what time he would go home.

This is the time we should be separated. I do have a presentiment that this isn’t our last, though. Said goodbye, hold him once more, let him go home…

And he said to me in an SMS after he arrived home, that we should keep in touch, a love note from him. Some time I should go play to his hometown. Also wished me have tight sleep and a nice dream.

What do I do now? What am I feeling?

Is He the ‘One’ For Me?

Maybe about one month ago, someone on Trevvy gave me a kiss. Unlike the others which I just reply-kiss and ignore, something on his intro somehow attracted me.
It said “Please leave a message…”

Haha, as if he’s so desperate in finding someone in Trevvy that would message him ah. So I was just try to be kind, sent a light PM to him,
“Hi, how are you? Just leave you a message as you requested:-) ”

Then, the day after, he replied me,
“Hello there, thanks for send me a message, are you Indonesian? Can you speak Indonesian?”

*the followings are our messages on Trevvy, which I translate into English, so you wouldn’t get flustered*
“Uh, yeah, I’m Indonesian, sure I can ‘ngomong’ Indonesia. Hehe. Mind if I ask you some intro?”
“Oh, yea, my name is ******** *******, you can call me ****/*****, I’m 28 y/o from ****. What should I call you?” I ‘ll call him ‘Mouse’ here.
“You can call me Chris, Chris Lee. Anyway, do you have any messenger?”
“Sure, sure, here’s my YahooID *********. My MSN *******@******.com. My Gmail **********@gmail.com.
“Okay, I’ll add you there, we’ll chat there instead ya.”

…………………………………………………………………………

He’s on his 28, currently working on his family business, as a financial manager. He told me that formerly he lived in B-town also, got his bachelor degree on a private university, so he understands B-town quite well.

Well, he’s also bisexual, just as I am. So since he’s the only son in his family, sure he has the obligation to come out of the closet (or moreover, has a long term relationship with a man instead of a woman). Easy speaking, he must be married some time in the future. Yea, I told him, that I do have the same oblige, to be married some time (which I don’t want to think about right now). Even if I’m not the only son in my family, but my parents put a really great expectation on me, since I’m the oldest son and all. So I can say we’re no different in this case.

Not much I can tell about him here, since I must protect his privacy, I’m sure you all understand.

And after tons of PMs, e-mail, chat, and SMS, he said that he is going to B-town this Nov 24^th (Friday) to attend one of his friend’s wedding. He asked whether we can meet or not. He left one evening spared to meet me. Yes, that was what I told him. Because I thought that it was a good chance to meet him, I dunno if I could get any chance to meet him again or not.
And now I’m getting anxious, whether he would look like what I imagined him to be or not…..

Lance Bass on Extra

One of my friend was recently 'come out of the closet', so when I found this clip from youtube, I think it's relevant to bring this out.
It is a clip about Lance's reasons for coming out (still it's not representative, but it's okay)... which has not been exposed too much by those media. And of course a bit about his hottie boyfriend, Leimkul (duh, dunno if I spell it right or not). Gosh, Leimkul.
Despite how 'basi' this clip is (well, yea, it was posted on August), still, I post it here.

2 Crazy Karaoke Girls (Korean)

My friend gave me this funny video and told me to watch it (to relieve me from my emotional stress few days ago). And I watched it over and over, haha...
I heard that they're very popular in South Korea.
Watch it! you will find it's really hillarious...*lol*
Geez these girls are crazy.. o_O

Video 1


Video 2


Video 3


Video 4


I will inform you if there's their newest video. Watch it! Recommended lor..

A Guy Who Needs Some Fresh Air

Sometimes I just failed to understand, how some people can deal with their ordinary (and boring) lives. You know, just like those people who always study and study, ignoring all those life’s excitement. Have an undeviating life. What a flat life it could be.

I often think that it’s kinda exhausting to be kind and normal guy. Sometimes I just want to break free from this life.

Go to my uni as usual, attend the class, doing my assignment, having a gossip session or two with my friends, have lunch with Ed (while staring at those hot bods in my uni, hoping some time we’ll lucky enough to have one as our boyfriend, lol), doing my tasks as a network administrator, and so so. Life sometimes can be a routine, a cycle you follow on and on, always passing on the same track…

I dunno if I’m just the one who feels like this, but sometimes I feel surfeited. I always need to feel some fresh air. I need dynamic activities, outside these daily routines. Once, I took a personality test in Tickle.com, and they said that surfeited feelings may because I have a rather complex and superior mind and tends to have deep thoughts (about my life, my feeling, and everything). They also said that is really good, because I can surpass beyond other people thoughts. But for me, sometimes it kinda annoying, because I easily get bored with something simple and routines and (this is what I hate the most) I became somehow skeptic and philosophical sometimes.

So I just feel somehow envy those so-called simple-minded guys, who always take everything easy and plain. They wouldn’t have a deep trouble in their life, because they don’t take anything too hard. Some cheesy-brained guys from mIRC for instance. Gosh, as I can see, for them life is no more than a party which is not to be taken so seriously. They would always go clubbing, have sex, find a boyfriend, break up, go with friends, have a crush on hunks, and do the same things again repetitiously and perpetually. If I were them, I’d feel EMPTY. I’m not fulfilled.

It’s not that I’m not enjoying my life though. I enjoy my life and not bored of it (but I do sometimes). I love every moment of my life; I really thank God for giving me such a chance to live. But the difference of me and common people is that I tend to think too deeply sometimes.

I think it’s hard to meet someone like me (Ed doesn’t count, hehe), who tends not to think plain and simple as a white paper.

I want some change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe it’s just because I’ve been tortured mentally last week. Now I become emotional. A drama queen, once more.

Exhausting Week

I just need one word for picturing this past week,

CHAOTIC

Yea, chaotic, that’s right. With all those assignments, laboratorial sessions, report, and exams, I could barely close my eyes to enjoy even a tiny bit of sleep. Geez, so relieved I finally pass this week…. Till then..

Evil Nemesis

Unexpectedly, since last year, I have been assigned as one of the network administrators in my uni. FYI, network administrators in my uni has been assigned tasks such as maintaining the network (hardware and software), managing websites, databases, and so so. Long to short, we are ensuring that the information technology in my uni implemented well.

From the beginning, me and one of my bestfriends, Lim (he’s also a network administrator here) dislike this one senior, named Jan. Well, basically, he’s such a loser jerk. He doesn’t have many friends either. You see, that’s maybe because he puts his foot in his mouth. He often says rude and offensive things. No attitude.

Until today, I and Lim try to get used to it. But today is different; suddenly we two got furious and yelled at him after he scorned us. And then we walked out from the administrator room, not looking back anymore. As our protest form, from now on we insist, won’t ever enter the administrator room, unless, he apologizes to us both or until he’s graduated from uni (since it’s his last year in uni). He said back then that he didn’t need us at all as administrator. Puh, I just wanna see how long his stubbornness lasts. Don’t want to be arrogant, but I can say that I and Lim hold important roles as administrators there. We have connections to almost all the lecturers in uni (unlike him), I myself administer the website and database, I also managing the accounting for the administrator union, while Lim himself manages the internet account and the e-mail system. So basically without us, he will be in charge for almost everything. Take that you beyotch! Try to manage whole things, while he also has the final projects waiting to be finished before this semester. Needless to say, it’s almost impossible.

Our other admin colleagues asked us to forget about that, since that’s his behavior, and nothing we can do about that. Ciss, what kind of behavior izzat?! Has a spiky mouth to other whereas he’s sensitive himself, such an egoist prick. Yes, I admit he’s bright, no matter what, but still, with that kind of behavior he won’t be a successful person in outside world.

It has been 5 days since that scratch, and he doesn’t even seems to realize that we two are absent from the admin room neither talk to him. Pfuit, such a low EQ prick he is. Nevertheless, we two don’t have to worry about our resources in admin room. I can always do remote desktop to my computer in that room from anywhere. So amid my absence from the admin room, I don’t lose the contact to the blogosphere. Huh, he wants to play the stubborn game with me. Let’s see who the winner is.

Movie Review

Continuing my study-procrastinate chronicles, I watched TWO movies yesterday. I bought them since about one month ago though, but rarely had time to watch them. Although this time is no different (I supposedly don’t have time to watch them), but still. Augh, naughty me.

Yeah, I watched Over the Hedge and Monster House. Quite late, yea, and also quite childish because they’re all animation movies, but still, I love animation.

Monster House
From the title itself you should’ve figured what it’s about. Three kids: DJ (Mitchel Musso), Chowder (Sam Lerner), and Jenny (Spencer Locke) discover that the house across the street from DJ's is alive. It eats anything that goes on its property. They try to convince the babysitter (Maggie Gyllenhaal), the police, and some weirdo named Skull (Jon Heder). They try to unravel the mystery of the house and they have to go inside to find that the house is haunted by superfat woman’s ghost (voiced by Kathleen Turner).

From the ‘gembar-gembor’ and all, I thought this film is interesting. But after I watched it myself, yeah, I say it’s really average la. Not giving that much excitement.

Over the Hedge
Traveling raccoon con artist, RJ (Willis), arrives in a woods outside a human city in the Midwest, excited about the wonders that living near humans can bring hungry animals. What he finds, however, is an Amish-like community that is deathly afraid of humans, after their leader, Vern the tortoise (Shandling), has an encounter with human boys that terrifies him. Encouraged by RJ, however, the animals slowly venture over the hedge that separates them from the brand new suburban development that appeared over the winter while they were sleeping, and what RJ shows them is a whole new world where humans leave tin cans full of fish and other food in big canisters, ripe for the taking. As they get closer and closer to humans, however, their comfortable lives in the woods appears to be threatened...

Wow wow, that’s what I call GREAT. Really, it was like, the best animation I’ve ever seen. Uncomplicated plot, cute characters (See those lil’ hedgehogs, so cuuuteee) amazing graphics, and incredible voice act, all those are mingling in this movie. I’m soooo going to watch it again. Recommended to watch. Now I wonder, do they sell the stuffed characters?? If they do, I’ll buy it for sure^^

My New Google Talk

*Naughty naughty Chris is now procrastinate his assignments and study-plan for the next week exams by blogging…

After all those babblings from my friends, finally I downloaded Google Talk software. At first, when I installed it yesterday, I kinda doubt that my uni will allow connection for this messenger, since ye know, MSN Messenger has been banned since few months ago. And Yahoo! Messenger sometimes had error because of the proxy limit, darn… And all they say is,

“Yeah, we can cut our bandwith usage and limit unwanted things distributed through the network via messenger”

And I just ask myself, “What unwanted things sih??? Bodoh them all.”

Yea, at least they didn’t ban Google Talk from running la.
And guess who my very first friend on Google Talk is? Yeah, none other than dearie defiant himself. Naughty me, interrupted him between his study sessions, just to have a lil’ chat, haha. Geez, we will have the exact same exams next week (we are taking the same course, btw), what a coincidence ^^

But our chat was interrupted by a call from my lecturer, waiting for me for that discussion session I mentioned earlier in my last post. So I left defiant back to study again. And when I came back, he was taking a nap :-)

Ah, I must back to study againnnnn…*just realizing I’m wasting my time in front of my computer*

P.S.: All of you, Google Talk user, add me ya. So we could have some chit-chat then^^ My e-mail is cyber.lie@gmail.com

Back to My Busy Life

Today I’m heading back to B-town; leave my beloved J-town and all those holiday pleasures in my home, heading back to the crowded and busy uni life, once again.

Geez, there’s 4 EXAMS waiting for me and of course there’s still holiday assignments which I tried to ignore while I’m in holiday mood these two weeks back. Dunno why, but I always procrastinate every uni-related things while I’m at home. So here’s the list of things awaiting me in next two weeks in uni:

1. 4 EXAMS. All of them are in one week. Arrgggggghhhhh. Even the thought of how thick and complicated the lecture books are makes me frustrated somehow. Since all the pre-holiday lectures I’ve had before the holiday seems to ‘merembes keluar’ from my head. Ed, I need your help with this….. Seriously.
2. Few lecture-assignments-which-are-supposedly-collected-tomorrow-which-I-haven’t-finished-AT-ALL. Blame me.
3. Final group discussion with my laboratorial-advisor lecturer about one of my laboratorial session.
4. Preparation for next laboratorial session.
5. Group meeting with my friends about our group assignments.

My God, please help me getting through all this…Amen.

And btw, I change my template again lor… It’s so amazing how easily bored I am, so I think that’s explains my liking to change my template too often, hehe. D you like it? It has the same base form with the old one though, since I do like the layout. I just modified the template a bit, especially on the background. And if you ever visit my friendster, this background is one I use also there.

'Tante-tante' Chat

I have known that ‘this’ will come eventually.
Ever since I read it on my fellow bloggers’ post about such things, I knew that this will happen.
And finally, ‘this’ happens to me.

Yesterday, some of my relatives and my Ma’s friends did some gathering on my house. As usual, when all those ‘tante-tante’ gather around, chatter and laugh spread around the house. About their children, about who’s marrying who, about divorce, about artist’s latest gossip, and more…
It really was my fault for coming home in this wrong situation. Blame me also for entered through the main door since all the ‘tante-tante’ gathers around there on guest room.

And when I entered the house, everyone was like turning head onto me.
Everyone started to said to me this innocently,
“Wahhhh lil’ Chris is so big now. Do you have a girlfriend, honey???*chatter chatter chatter*

And I tried to smile decorously (which was just looked like a smirk) and answered timidly,
“Umm, no..”

Then my Ma would just reply,
“Ah, don’t tease my son la… Right now he’s too busy on his study. He never thought about such thing la.” *chuckle softly*

And then of course it continued with,
“Aww, he’s so dashing. I can’t believe he doesn’t have one.”*chuckle chuckle*

If only I could say this, “Yeah, right, a girlfriend. That exactly what a gay guy expects.” *soft laugh*
But noooo, everyone would knocked unconscious had I dare enough to say that. Instead, I just said,
“Hehe, thanks for your kudos, Mrs. R. Now, if you all don’t mind, I would take a bath ya. Excuse me.” *soft smile once again*

“Waw, he’s such a well-mannered guy also, how sweet….” Geez

And I also know that it would come one day when everyone start to ask me,
“Ah, you’re an adult now. When will you get married?? Where’s your girlfriend?? Bring her here sometimes, so we could know how she looks like. ”

That’s why I better keep myself away from my Ma’s friends and my relatives. Oh, well…

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Women's reaction graph


tha Control panel

So is it a sign to choose man than woman? Teehee^^